This is the first time that I've blogged but I thought maybe someone else would understand my situation and give me some advice, so Im about to let my secret out.
"If I could, could forget him, I would please believe me, and I know that I should throw the towel in, but baby its not, not that easy. You treat me so much better than him, and if I was sane there'd be no competition, but Im in love with someone else."
- Jasmine Sullivan
These words are what constantly flow through my mind as I think of how Im in love with another man. I dont know how I got into this situation, and this man is like no other, he is a man in every aspect of the word. We connect on a way that I havent with anyone in a long time and the funny thing is that we have known each other for years before even connecting on this level. Sounds like bliss right? WRONG!!! The problem is I have a boyfriend and this whole situation started when we broke up, and my loverboy which I will call him was just a friend but as we continue to talk this invisible line of electric force that is between us continues to grow stronger, and I do love my boyfriend, he treats me well, and I love what he does for me, how he kisses me, looks at me, and almost everything about him. Im trying to figure out what this means though is this a sign that it was not meant to be because I have feelings so strong for someone other than my man, or is it meant for next lifetime. This timing sucks and I dont know what to do. Comments please!!! First blog, out
I didn't listen to the song.
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One way to stop wanting someone you feel is perfect, is to make them unperfect, and one that you can not be with.
One way, is if you have not been intimate with them, in your mind tell yourself,
they kiss bad,
they don't know how todo..
If you broke up with one person, then get back together, but still think of another.
You should not be with them. You desire something they do not have.
Your heart will hurt forever, because you remember the good times with them.
You must also remember the bad tings also, because,
the bad things will continue,
even if they say it will stop.
If it happens once to that point to cause you to break up.
It is in their nature.
Best of luck.
Stay safe
john