Butterflies

Dang, lover boy gives me butterflies and I don't know why. I saw him today and the passion and love that he had in his eyes for me was undeniable. I know I'm not supposed to see him but nothing can really pull me away, and I cant diffuse this feeling inside. Ugh...why me, this is not supposed to happen. My lover boy continuously is in my mind, and I'm trying to define my feelings right now. It has to be love right, not just lust that I'm feeling for this guy that's not mine. What does this mean, the tug of war with my heart still continues and I don't know who will win. The saga continues...